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posted on Monday, June 19, 2006 @ 9:40 pm | back to the top.
just when you thought you could be all happy .. forgetting something .. could change you whole life. i dont wanna say this, cause its too personal .. and you dont know who stalks your blog. but i guess, life can just past though to quickly. in in one whole hour, i felt so many emotions; happiness, xcitement, sadness, .. i felt like crying, i felt so grateful .. i felt like killing my self. and all this in one hour. like what the fcuk is wrong with me >< .. after what _____ said to me, why arent i stll happy. well, i dont noe .. all i know now is that im scard. i guess a loved person starts telling me off, and screaming at me, and the top of their voice, and say .. 'you do this and that, everythign i do is for you, and this is how you repay, i might as well die' and after that, ive just been scard shitless. what if they do commit suiside. what will i do without them. i need that person in my life. but the thing is, if i told you who it was, you wouldnt even believe me .. but i guess, after they die, what point is there to be here ? .. everyone has this kind of person they love .. and without them, is just missing half of you. you made me who i am today, and with you gone, half of me is gone. why does MY life have to be fcuked up >< .. apologies to all who thought i was pissed at you.