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You may know me, you may not,
But i dont know you,
So be nice =)
posted on Friday, October 22, 2010 @ 2:16 pm | back to the top.
Blogging Again.
Beginning to blog again. I ask myself WHY?On facebook, i typed up almost ... 5 statuses, yet didnt post any of them. why? maybe theyre too corny? maybe theyre too lame? maybe the person im writing for will think its for someone else. maybe people will start thinking things. maybe people will figure out who its more. Facebook is such a place for people to stalk. like i do. Hence, why should i put up things for people to find out.
So lets begin blogging. Noone comes here. Noone will find this. Noones going to read this. So writing how i feel, is probably perfect. Joanne, this thing that i should be telling you, that im not telling you, i will write it here. I should tell you eprsonally, but ... it doesnt feel right this time. I dont know why.
I think im starting to like someone. Actually, i think i started liking him a while ago. But not seeing him too often made me .. "nah, it cant be him, it cant be" .. How we actually met, i only vaguely remember. When we introduced each other, i have forgetten. But the moments weve had together, i remember clearly. How week after week, i look forward to your appearance, yet week after week, i am left with dissapointment. Maybe what i see, isnt what you see. Maybe your influence on me, is not as big as my influence on you.
Until that time, i saw you, i clearly remember telling myself to control my smile, and not over do it. I had to. I dont know why. I didnt want other people seeing though me. what a scary thought. someone seeing what i was feeling. no. i couldnt let that happen. i could only let myself be happy on the inside.
Even the slightest newsfeeds about you make me smile. Holy Shit. It looks like, i have a crush on you.
Exams are coming up, and after that, the summer holidays. Will i be able to see you in the holidays? Hope so.
希望這一次,會不一樣.