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And so, i was just thinking about a few things, and i few people ... i guess, gotta say something to them, or about them =)

First of all, Joanne Chan.

Joanne Chan. Have you found this blog yet? honestly, i think you are the only who has the capability of finding this. This is my old blog, and so not many people know this. Joanne Chan, Sometimes, i dislike how you lack confidence in yourself. I can see that, you can tell me things, that you cant tell other people, because you are scared of what people might think of you. Even though you know it your self, you still cant help it. Even when you tell me things, You try to bring it down to its minimum, just to be on the safe side. But you know, watching you like that, it makes me think of myself. I may have told you soo many times, but i beleive that you cant believe it. It is always you that is comforting me, backing be up, helping me, listening to what i have to say. Joanne Chan, have i ever done anything for you? No, i havent. i havent done anything for you.

Joanne Chan, You are an amazing friend, one that i want to keep for the rest of my life. =)

Just a random one ...

Mathew Hwang.

I dont know why, And i dont know how, but all your words, and what you say seem to stick on to me. You are truly an amazing person! You are right, not EVERYTHING is about me. Why do i always seem to make such irrelevant points about myself? Why do i selfishly make people about me? Its true, Not everything is about me. So i have to stop talking about myself, and shut up. Listen to someone else for a change. Think about others, and what the have to say.

"the more you want something, the better it will be, when you get it" You are soo right! For example, you are doing the 40 hour famine, and all your crave is foood. And think about to that first bite of what ever you ate, how delish it was. Even though it was an ordinary biscuit, didnt it taste THAT much better? Yes it did. Because of this analogy, it has made me crave for more, and i look forward to the day where it comes. Not biscuits ofcourse! =)

Thankyou Matthew Hwang. You continue to give me new perspectives in life. Thankyou! =)

I guess that is all for now. =)

After a whole day of eye candy feasting, i think it was ... not that satisfactory. Mr.J, WHAT THE HELLLLLLLL?!?!??! It was like ... Show was doing all the hosting! Zoomggg!! T___T. But Gots to say, 小豬 really is adorable! =D

還有什麼呢... 女王不下班 is pretty good too! i like! i like! oh! 好想要在看不良笑花! rainie, is absolutely amazing! WILBER PAN! YOU ARE SO MESMERISING!!! =0! ZOMMGGG. MELLLTTTSSSS**

Well, Tomorrow is Melbourne Cup! I am looking forward to all the tips! oh oh! gonna be a tiring day tomorrow! Excited! =)

I really am Sorry...

Upon reaching home, and checking my facebook, i have entered an .... awkward position, where i have SUPER INDECISIVE! Okay. So i am the type, that ceebs, does not like clubbing, yet, for once, because of ... , i ... kinda want to go, and i ... am actually concidering going? *INSERT SPASM WORDS HERE* =( What to do!? T______________T

On a happier note! Happy Birthday Steve Choi! =D

And so, Wednesday, went to UTS library to study.... kinda. mucked around .. sutdyied, with the presence of Kwan, Matt, Ken, and Jason.

On thursday, i wake up, go on computer, to find out that... HOLY SHIT! I HAVE BEEN CAPPED! WHAT DO I DO NOW! thankgoodness, i still have a stash of things to be watched! =D Yesterday, i spent the wholee dayyy watching ouran high school host club! and favourite character? oh i cannot pick! =0 Today, i spent the whole day watching fruits basket. Although i am not finished, i think i shall finish the rest tomorrow! =0

How i look forward to checking out the new pitt street westfield tomorrow! exciteddd!!! It is always painful to window shop, without money! and to say, tomorrow is suppose to be a work day! but no, they said they didnt neeeeeed us! sad =(

On the sad note, looks like im not transferring anytime soon. sadface. laterdays.

Today was (Insert name) Chittasy's baby shower! Besides the crappy weather, the REALLY crappy weather, my day has been really really good! Due to lack of time to buy a present for the little one, we could only chip in money for the happy couple! =(

你越渴望的人事物, 得到了時候,

你會越爽.

On facebook, i typed up almost ... 5 statuses, yet didnt post any of them. why? maybe theyre too corny? maybe theyre too lame? maybe the person im writing for will think its for someone else. maybe people will start thinking things. maybe people will figure out who its more. Facebook is such a place for people to stalk. like i do. Hence, why should i put up things for people to find out.

So lets begin blogging. Noone comes here. Noone will find this. Noones going to read this. So writing how i feel, is probably perfect. Joanne, this thing that i should be telling you, that im not telling you, i will write it here. I should tell you eprsonally, but ... it doesnt feel right this time. I dont know why.

I think im starting to like someone. Actually, i think i started liking him a while ago. But not seeing him too often made me .. "nah, it cant be him, it cant be" .. How we actually met, i only vaguely remember. When we introduced each other, i have forgetten. But the moments weve had together, i remember clearly. How week after week, i look forward to your appearance, yet week after week, i am left with dissapointment. Maybe what i see, isnt what you see. Maybe your influence on me, is not as big as my influence on you.

Until that time, i saw you, i clearly remember telling myself to control my smile, and not over do it. I had to. I dont know why. I didnt want other people seeing though me. what a scary thought. someone seeing what i was feeling. no. i couldnt let that happen. i could only let myself be happy on the inside.

Even the slightest newsfeeds about you make me smile. Holy Shit. It looks like, i have a crush on you.

Exams are coming up, and after that, the summer holidays. Will i be able to see you in the holidays? Hope so.

希望這一次,會不一樣.